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My name is Suzette Vearnon and I AM A Woman on the Edge of Evolution

posted May 8, 2015, 9:38 AM by Suzette Vearnon   [ updated May 8, 2015, 10:06 AM ]
I'm still trying to catch my breath!  My intuition said that if I could be my way through it, I'd find my way to it, but never in my wildest dreams did I expect this!  You see, I was struggling with this pause since getting married.  My wise self knew that, with getting married, a major shift came.  Despite my anxiety over being still, I was reminded of what Bishop T.D. Jakes had written in his book, Instinct.  He said that when you go to another level, you have to take your time and scout it out.  You can't just run into the middle of the room and announce, "I'm here!"  So, I took a deep breath and allowed myself to simply Be.  

I can't remember who sent me the email announcing a virtual conference hosted by Claire Zammit, Leader of the Feminine Power Global Community, but I wish I could so I could give her a big hug and kiss.  This Woman on the Edge of Evolution conference ushered me ever so gently into enlightenment and inspiration.  It was so brilliant how it happened.  I listened to Ali Brown and had to find her official website.  I continued to do that with the women whose messages resonated most.  What I noticed on all of their websites was something free.  

I immediately realized that my website(s) didn't have anything free on it.  I offered services and products but there was nothing of value without a price tag.  Observing this, I felt inclined to give an offering to the collective consciousness I had just experienced.  I couldn't think of anything initially.  I tossed it up to the Universe and asked God to help me.    

That's when it hit me.  It was there all the time, I just didn't see it.  I was a married woman.  A 55-year-old, African American woman who the statistics said the odds were against.  Immediately a voice rose from inside of me and shouted, "Statistics be damned!"  This was a light bulb, aha, tweet-tweet moment!!!  What I had of value was my story of finding love and the help I got from the Universe along the way.  

Ever since I was a wee little girl, I've always shared what was meaningful to me.  I couldn't contain it.  I had to share it. Sometimes people liked it; other times they didn't.  Still, there was something inside of me that wanted other folks to know what I had discovered.  I think kids are wired that way.  There's nothing like the joy on their little faces when they show you the picture they drew or the cool bug they found outside.  The light in their eyes says it all.

That's how I felt then and feel even today.  I have a light in my eyes.  I have something of value to share!!  

Abundance isn't quantitative though "the American Dream" has duped us into believing that it is.  It's not how many trophy cars you have in your drive way.  Abundance is being moved with compassion to share what you have.  It's when the statistics said you wouldn't be anything, do anything, have anything yet the Universe opened up the windows and poured you out a blessing you did not have room to receive!  I am swimming in abundance!   

Abundance is not having to stop being yourself to find love.  Abundance is not all the good men are taken.  Abundance is hope is not lost!  There is an abundance of love.  There is an abundance of men.   My name is Suzette Vearnon and I am a woman on the edge of evolution!
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